Hello B!
You're suppose to be at home now but I don't know if you really are at home or if you're at camp. Hopefully you're at home, cause we had a looooong night yesterday and it was fucking awesome. Except for the fact we didn't sleep! Now i'm turning a little itsy bitsy tired now, but only one and a half hours of school left so it's all good.

But baby, i know your DYING wherever you are and that makes me feel guilty.i know to me it was worth it la, cause we had the LONGEST conversation EVER and it wasn't boring. Normally I force myself to talk to my boyfriens cause uh, it's what girlfriends are supposed to do. We're suppose to talk on the phone for hours and hours so even if it's fucking boring I still tahan.

But yesterday! I wasn't forcing myself at all. partly because i was SUPER hyper and talkative. It was fun when I was talking to myself and better when you talked too. I like your sheep and girl voice. SOOOOO CUTEEEE! haha shup up, stop saying you know that hmph.

It's also funny how after hours on the phone, you remembered you were suppose to be mad!! I'm giggling now just thinking about it. And you only remembered when we had four minutes left to talk. ABE SLOOW! Now i know what to do when your mad at me b. I'll call you at NIGHT and whire and whine and WHINE till you finally give in to me. Cause you melt easily, just like me.

So if/when we argue, you had better answer the phone I DON'T CARE! You must you must :( Cause i hate hate hate hate hate it when your mad at me and LOVE it when your freddy.

Love it more when your just you la OKAY.

I'm so tempted to call you again today, well, tonight, but no i shall NOT because you need sleeeep/ My baby needs to sleep more than he's suppose to so he'll be happyhappy and not sleepygrumpy/ Especially since your in NS. Tonight must only be for princess la. Manje princess and cudle her. Talk to her when I'm bored and hyper. So you can sleep soundly knowing I have someone to talk to tonight.

lala i shall stop writing now, SUPER hyper, wanna annoy school friends.

xoxo
karina

Then there's without the edits,
Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
Hello B!
You're suppose to be at home now but I don't know if you really are at home or if you're at camp. Hopefully you're at home, cause we had a looooong night yesterday and it was fucking awesome. Except for the fact we didn't sleep! Now i'm turning a little itsy bitsy tired now, but only one and a half hours of school left so it's all good

Dann! - says:
hm?

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
But baby, i know your DYING wherever you are and that makes me feel guilty.i know to me it was worth it la, cause we had the LONGEST conversation EVER and it wasn't boring. Normally I force myself to talk to my boyfriens cause uh, it's what girlfriends are supposed to do. We're suppose to talk on the phone for hours and hours so even if it's fucking boring I still tahan.

Dann! - says:
OOOO! so you say, you tahan laaaa, i boring la. :C
Dann! - says:
meaan. :C

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
But yesterday! I wasn't forcing myself at all. partly because i was SUPER hyper and talkative. It was fun when I was talking to myself and better when you talked too. I like your sheep and girl voice. SOOOOO CUTEEEE! haha shup up, stop saying you know that hmph

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
OI WAIT FOR ME TO FINSH BEFORE JUDGING HMPH

Dann! - says:
I KNOW RIIIIIIGGGGHT.

Dann! - says:
KKKK.

Dann! - says:
lol

Dann! - says:
-waiting .

Dann! - says:
-snores

Dann! - says:
whaaa?

Dann! - says:
what i doo?

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
It's also funny how after hours on the phone, you remembered you were suppose to be mad!! I'm giggling now just thinking about it. And you only remembered when we had four minutes left to talk. ABE SLOOW! Now i know what to do when your mad at me b. I'll call you at NIGHT and whire and whine and WHINE till you finally give in to me. Cause you melt easily, just like me

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
dont rush me

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
HAHAHA

Dann! - says:
haha, can i post at my blog ? PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE?

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
So if/when we argue, you had better answer the phone I DON'T CARE! You must you must :( Cause i hate hate hate hate hate it when your mad at me and LOVE it when your freddy

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
Love it more when your just you la OKAY.

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
I'm so tempted to call you again today, well, tonight, but no i shall NOT because you need sleeeep/ My baby needs to sleep more than he's suppose to so he'll be happyhappy and not sleepygrumpy/ Especially since your in NS. Tonight must only be for princess la. Manje princess and cudle her. Talk to her when I'm bored and hyper. So you can sleep soundly knowing I have someone to talk to tonight.

Karina "This absence laced with insomnia" says:
lala i shall stop writing now, SUPER hyper, wanna annoy school friends.

xoxo
karin

Labels: love

Talked on th phone with Karina till 5.45 am.
Then feel like fucking cold, dint sleep well.
Karina was damn talkative this morning,
i dont know how i cant tahan her rants.

stop whining lah manja,
you know i cannot tahan somemore you keep whine whine.
i made freddy kruiger voice till voice stuck like that.
LOL, see lah, you curse me. ahole.

but now okay already lah.
reach home around 2,
thinking of taking mc.
and baby on th way see her friend sick.
must ask your friend take care laa.

k uh, lazy. :D
bye.

hello. busy, busy, BUSY!

i found time to update, so here goes. past few days, cooolio. also, abit complicated ah. well yeah, quarreled then, get along again. so where does it stop? hm. rah, i wish to drop dead and stop all these. i wished i wake up and everything's gone. how cool is that? but it doesnt work that way. oh well, just go with the flow, dan. Just go with the flow.

Yeah, i changed blogskin. I think this skin is nice. Well, changed stuffs here and there. But overall, i think it's nice. Im Mr. Green Man. :D i'm in camp. Stupido's. Had hell fun yesterday with bunkmates. Did the hokey pokey with them. Was damn hyper yesterday. Hm, seriously. Why do i sound like one depressed guy? Haha. Heck with it. Bill has bombed, sms-ed her too much. Seriously have to budget. If this goes on, I can die together with th bills and declare bankrupt. Haha. Coolio.

Today is Wednesday. Tomorrow is Thursday, and the day after- Friday. I seriously want to get out of this place. Haha. Heard Baybeats is on Saturday. But no news of friends. So i have no tan case. Oh well, what a life. Friends forget friends. What can i say, humans. I'm quite hungry. Ekeke, need fooood. Snacks to be exact, haha. I left one butt, but i need to puff! Damn, this is annoying. Rah, to readers, this blog has been updated.

Survey under.

What’s one thing that’s heavily weighing on your mind ?
♥ A girl living in Earth, whereas i'm in Mars now. Ekeke.

What’s one thing you’ve learned from a good friendship gone bad?
♥ No one is perfect.

What’s one thing you’ve learned from love?
♥ trust, honesty and sportsmanship. (sometimes, cant be too honest)

Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
♥ My mom.

What is a happy time you’ve had in the past week?
♥ Fireworks :D

Is there anything in your past that you’d like to try again?
♥ I don't know. But i don't wish to turn back time.

Who do you like to spend your nights with?
♥ her, under the stars.

Are you an emotional person?
♥ Everyone is.

Are you self conscious?
♥ No, i guess. Hhaa.

Do you think of others before yourself?
♥ Yeah, that's why i'm still sitting around.

What’s somethings that can always make you feel better?
♥ oreo cheese cakes, ice creams, skate.

Who was the last person you had a crush on?
♥ well, someone out there winks-

Where do you see yourself this time next year?
♥ Sadly, in camp.

Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
♥ Yeah, sometimes. :l

Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
♥ the guys, the girls, and someone.

Is there something that you’re waiting for?
♥ Honestly, yeah.

One thing you’re NOT looking forward to?
♥ quarrels.

How do you feel about changes?
♥ Different.

What are your plans for your next birthday?
♥ Club ah, what else? LOL.

Do you even care about your birthday?
♥ Who doesn't?

Do you think anyone in general out
there loves you?
♥ If she still do, if there's someone out there loves me not that i know off, how sweet.

Whats the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
♥ Can't recall.

Why do you drive the car you have right now?
♥ I don't drive a car.

Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
♥ Who ah?

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
♥ Yeah.

What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
♥ Er, Vitamin C? LOL.

Did you get any compliments today?
♥ Whats up?

Are you friends with your neighbours?
♥ Yeah, flique.

What were you just thinking about?
♥ Her on the way home now.

Name the places you have lived in.
♥ Hoe-gang ah?

When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes?
♥ Can't remember lah, but on way to camp ah.

Have ever had a crush on your sister’s/brother’s friend?
♥ Uhm, yeah. AAHhhhh.

Excuse me boss, you have a text message.

yesterday was hell!

reach marina at 5 i think, then walk walk. walk till sat outside macs. i never eat lah. they share with me the food cause i dont wanna eat. forcing me to eat. PFFT! then when i want take fries, they poke mayo at my two fingers. annoyed. wonder why i was bullied. LOL. stupid girls. then when eat eat eat, suddenly, SAW KARINA. i was like, OH SHIT OH SHIT. i turned my head away, scared she'll see me. haha.

PURPLE DRESS GIRL WITH HEELS AND A HAT.

HAHA. she text me then i dint wanna reply. lol, kept silent my phone. then suddenly, saw her walk by again. my jaw dropped. LOL. I was sitting at macs outside, she was standing outside macs. Fucking long time she stand there. Then when i turn to look, saw her adjust her hair. HHAHA. i ignore her messages till she's out of sight. till i was by the steps, then i replied. LOL.
A friend slip by the stairs when she was walking. I blurted out and laughed out loud. Fucking funny sial.

Then when reached Esplanade, i want to sit next to the stage so can see, then they force me go to the merlion side. Fucking pissed, why was i bullied. Then was forced to go there, they pulled my hand up the stairs up the bridge, till reach merlion. We walk around there a while, then sat. Waited for whole 2 and a half hours for the fireworks to start. Then sudddenly was drizlling. They forced me back up the stairs, walked by the bridge, i keep stopping cause i wanted to see karina acting stupid again, but to no avail. dint see her anywhere on the bridge. So just walked, then stand by the waterside, till firework start.

<3 video cam-ed. :D the fireworks was fucking nice! really! Weet. Will not upload photos now. am too lazy. and my back is unberable, sadface- really pain.

to EMRY, sorry i dint reply your sms yesterday eh. <3

There's nothing to talk about now.

} Edit/9:28am
Oh k, "I'm assuming your mad cause of the Lela and friends. Baby, i'm not much of a fan of the older boys anyways."
Did i say anything about Lela and her friends? Nope, i dont think so. And you wont ever know. evilsmile and flap arms-
/Edit {

A reply to Emry's post.

Damn you, do you think it's easy to forget people they like, or much so, someone they used to love? You would think it's easy ms. dumbdumber. the fact that you are wrong, ms. dumbest.
i havent lost onehellofabitch, i just got to know her better. evilsmile-
frankly, im still in your heart. i know, tyvm. grins- waha.

but i guess, it's not wrong to like someone, right. and the fact that, i'm your b(r)eastie, eek. Beastie? lol. b(r)e(a)stie kk, you can pour out your feelings better. right? so i'm still here if you need someone to talk to, someone you can express your feelings to, and whatever loves you wanna share, its my pleasure to lend a shoulder. good right me, i know. and wow, auntyshex. your last text was from me? haha. coooolio. i wanna do that survey lah. so must send send! okay, enough about you!

its raining, its pouring. how am i supposed to go home? haiyo, sick man. hm, llubllub is having her lessons. so cant kacau. haiyak. oh, i drank yesterday. evilsmile- i was nearly run over by a car! what the fuck, the car anyhow one, scared th shits out of me. thankgod, i'm not dead yet. luckily siah, i emergency break. rahh, sneezing like shit now. think am gonna be sick. lol. wahsey, today i so lovey, dont know why. lols, sorry ah llubllub. i also dont know what happen to me, so random. very random. haha. lalala, does worm dance-

anyway, tomorrow is the last day of freedom. sadface- haiya. so sad right. but i guess, i will bring psp go in, how to sneak psp in ah? sure die one. try ah try. heh, grins- okay lah, enough of updating.

anyways, my skin nice? -widesmile

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
} Shit i look crazy.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
} Er, lemme think. 50cents?

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"/
} best.

4. Favorite planet?
} Mars.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
} An unknown Number. :S

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
} Forever~

7. What shirt are you wearing?
} Not wearing, lol.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
} Haha, no.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.
} Shoes? In the house? LOL, no.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
} Dark, ekeke.

11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey?
} Hot.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
} Drinking my heart out?

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
} Eh baby hungry ah need to talk medicine.message you later
i was wondering, how do medicines talk? LOL.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
} Cheers ):

16. What's a saying that you use a lot?
} Er, what ah? LOL.

17.Who told you they loved you last?
} B.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
} A cat.

19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
} Past three days? Hm, 3? LOL.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
} Huh.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
} 16 <3

22. Your worst enemy?
} You.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
} Myself.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
} haha, kk.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
} i want both, can?


26. Do you like someone?
} Only love.

27. The last song you listened to?
} Fuck you right back.

End of survey.

I am fucking pissed with myself. I have a mother fucking fuck attitude. And i mean what i say. Just went to her blog, then i flared up again. Mother fucking temper. I don't wish to talk much today. I fear i will vent my anger on her. So, yeah. I don't know why i'm feeling this way. Actually, i know why. But i don't want others to know. So, yeah. Fuck what people wanna say. I fucking wanna blog my heart out. I'm so fucking 1234567. ARGH! Okay, i'm gonna act as if nothing is wrong. I'm gonna talk gently. I will, i will.

-Every smile today will be a forced smile. [:

Oh yeah, flared up yesterday. Went downstairs around night, kicked one Bangala. Fucking funny, and i felt calmed again. {:
Was shit Su yesterday, throwing tantrums all the way.

Okay. [:

hey!
well, i just woke up.
LOL, last night was hell!
hahaha.
slept at 5 plus cause cant tahan the boredom of being alone.
yeah.

Yesterday,
Webcam-ed with Karina, with my friends around.
&i was like, what the hell.
my friends here still video call with Karina. HAHA.
I talk on the mic lah. Was asking crazy questions.
Then when i wnted to sing, i'll mute the mic.
EVIL EH! LOL.
Then after that go down slack.
Then around evening, came back.
Tired, but dont knw why. LOL.

Last night,
Was high all over.
Shit for around 6 hours.
Damn crazy till i just talk rot with Lingling.
HAHA.
Sorry eh lingling, HAHA.
Will not blog about what we did last night. (:

Today,
Woke up at half past noon.
Then ling ling ask me go back to sleep.
Just lied down, but cant sleep lah.
Although fucking tired, and bloody shot eyes.
Its fucking red okay.
Like my whole eye red. Both somemore.
HAHA, & so she's going to a party.
I'm going out later, but not now.
So update my post awhile.

YES, i can message already.
2000 free sms. (:

Okay lah, i think thats it for today.
Will update tomorrow if free. <3.

This is an update.
I have don't have anything to update.
Actually, i have.
But i don't wish to write it in here.
And, it's for me to know.


Today's date; 14 August 2008.

MY BLOG COLOR LOOKS GIRL GIRL.
BUT WHO CARES RIGHT.
IT'S DAMN NICE. :D

Kkthxbai.

私であるために感じるものをのように確認すれば
私が感じる中ものそれからだけ確認する。

私の中心の把握を得れば、
それより放すちょっと中心はある。

その上、私は理由を示さないで女の子をなぜ放さない。






워드는 사랑을 위해 무디다 형언할 수 없다.

Thought my post just now was kinda mean,
so had to delete it.

I just don't know k.
I also like you.
Now your thinking bad about me.
Habbo's also got real stead and habbo stead ma.
Whats the fuss?
Eh, my feelings toward you same lah.
You may think i'm sweet talking and whatever shit.
That's up to you to think k.

I know what i feel inside.
&i think i'm the only one that should know.
You want to blog about me, fine.
I may look like i don't give a damn.
Tapi hati panas jer.

Kau tak tau apa aku rasa.
You're not me.
I'm the only me living in this planet.
Although there are seven other faces that looks like me.

Rah, aku tanak lepas kan kau.
Kau boleh cakap, kita kawan rapat je.
Tapi dalam hati kau, betol ke maksod kau?
Aku faham lah ni sume.
Aku pun dah pernah rase.
Aku sayang dua dua.

Macam bodoh ah aku.
Tau dua dua aku buat bodoh.
Pening siah kepala.

Aku tak tau apa nak buat sekarang.
Tapi aku takkan senang menyerah.

Thats a promise.

Block skin changed.

Tell me this is true,
I'm back to be with you.
You open up my heart,
back to where we should start.

Baby you know,
my love is true.
Baby dont go,
dont make me feeling blue.

I feel so loved, yeah,
I had enough.
The love you gave now,
I'll cherish it deep down.

I'm feeling saint,
my heart moved from insane.
You taught me how to be,
The sweetest i can be.

I'll make you msile.
I'll try my best to make your day worthwhile.
Every second, every minute,
and every hour of the day,
I'll make you feel safe,
And i'll assure you that you wont regret you pace.

Zero five, zero eight.
I'll treasure this date.
I know we're meant to be,
Just you and me.

We'll walk through this aisle,
I wont make this love go fertile.
This love is worth the time,
The love that's once so fragile.

The feeling so deep,
i'll keep it inside me.
Till i fall asleep.

To be continued, ..

Kerana selingkuh itu indah,
Betapa ku mengerti.
Kumerasa diriku selingkuh.
Mengapa ku rasa begini?

Apa aku tidak setia denganmu?
Semua ini permainan cinta.
Walaupun indah,
tetap ada keburukannya.

Sayang, cinta ini milik kita berdua.
Hanya milik kita.
Bagaimana pun,
aku mahu kau tahu,
aku adalah milikmu.

Seperti yang ku katakan,
dia hanya teman cyberku.
Walaupun aku dan dia berhubungan,
Kau tetap jua di hatiku.

Dirimu bagaikan bintang,
menyinari hidupku yang kelam.
Aku seperti dalam lamunan,
kerna kamu seindah pari-pari.

Asal kau tahu,
aku sungguh mencintaimu, sayang.

Awh, karina is PMS-ing.
Kinda hate it.
But what to do.
She's still crazy, like me. :D


&the seven things i love the most that you do,
you make me love you.

P/s: Emz, ilyt. (:

Labels: love

Rule 1: If you opened this you GOTTA take it.
Rule 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule 3: Only answer truthfully.

"Who was your last?"

LAST PERSON.
1. Had a beer with?
} friends.

2.Went to the movies with?
} friends.

3. Went to the mall with?
} Er, when?

4. Talked on the phone with?
} Friend.

5. Made you laugh?
} Karina.

6. You hugged ?
} Cousin.

7. You yelled at?
} Cousin.

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
} Both.

2. Be serious or be funny?
} Funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
} Whole.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
} Get shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
} Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
} Fall.

3. Left or right?
} Right.

4. Sunny or Rainy?
} Rainy.

5. Peach or Pear?
} Pear.

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cutit?
} Twirl.

7. Do You Cook?
} Maggi.

8. Current mood?
} Hyper. :D

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. kissed someone special?
} Special? Nope.

2. Sing?
} Yeap. LOL.

3. Been hugged?
} Random girl, on National day. HAHA.

4. Danced Crazy?
} Yeah. LOL

5. Cried?
} Er, yesterday before i went to sleep.

6. Last words?
} Sebok ah kau.

post this as, "Who was your last?"

Ya okay.
Posted.

Ama teri.

WebCam-ed with Karina just now.
Was hell laughing my arse off.
And Enmarye has dissapeared into thin air.
Where are you lah siah?

Forget it,
Made someone sad yesterday.
Apologised unteem times.
Woke up at 7!
Me, waking up at seven.
Coooolerestest :D
Just because i keep thinking of a stupid message yesterday.
Hm, Blog more about me!
I feel so hot, tyvm. (X

&she's went out shopping with her mom.
&now i've no one to chat with.
Thank you very much.

So, Sup.
I'm tired, lazy.
And fucking bored.

Kk, will blog later.

Love Struck.
Songs to use for blog;
7 days- Craig David.
One call away- Chingy.
Obsession- Frankie J.

helloh.
i dunt know what to update. lol.
em, you not going online uh?
karina, your blog- LOL.
im bored lah anyway.
haih, sucks. kk.
nvm. blogged. (:

Hello Karina. I just read your post &i was like, Girl you made my day! hha. I'm actually not mad at you lah. Just don't feel like talking to anyone. &i'm hyper only at night, that's true. Cause there's no way i'm like gonna be on happy pills in the afternoon right?! So yeah. And about your post talking about meeeee, Awwwh! Thanks a million for saying im fucking sexy. I know i am, k tyvm. When was i not? LOL(!!!) Thats was a joke.. NOT! (haha!) YOU LOVE ME? Reaaaaally? NOT. Not that much like you used to right. I am gonna send you to school, only if you top up my oil tank. HAHA, not much lah. HAHA.

I cant be on pills 24 hours a day. I would have been dead by now. LOL. YOU WANT ME DEAD UH?! SO MUCH FOR THE LOVE! HAHA. Am not mad at you lah, your exams whaaaaaaat. LOL. I am forever insane. &i have my days as well. Unlike you girls, everyday is a period day. LOL.

Oh yeah, I'm not lame. Your the one who' lame. HAHAHA. I'ma cool guy. (winks) LOL. Dont ever say im lame, cause im not lame. I'm just a RANDOM guy. LOL.
Eh, da lah. Malas nak blog lagi tau tak! Reply my post if you want to. AHHA.

BYE HOTSTUFF (wriggles).