HELLO!

Just for the record, today is 23 July 2008.
Well, I fell asleep while messaging you and woke up with a message saying that you were crying. B, if she did that to you, she shouldn’t be worth crying over. Though you can’t really blame her cause you sometimes tend to flirt too.. but only on happy pills! When your on that, no one can blame you for flirting! So if she was on that, you can’t blame her either.

But really b, you deserve someone who won’t cheat on you. I’m not hinting that you should date me, there are other girls who are so much prettier and sweeter than me. You deserve that. Someone who would appreciate you a whole lot more. That’s why I keep saying no to patching up honey, you deserve better than me. You know I would love to get back together with you, but things are so awesome now, why waste it? Wait, why am I even bringing that up, what was said on happy pills should be saved to talk about only during those times.

I got to admit, my reaction last night shocked me. I expected to be happy, cause you would be single again. But I wasn’t. I was heartbroken, cause well, even after everything, I know you love her.. A LOT. I know what it feels like to see someone you love with someone else. I’ve been cheated on twice, one resulting in me getting dumped on VALENTINES DAY. And I’ve been through knowing of FIVE girls flirting with my boyfriend. Sound familiar? (:

Well yeah, we all have to go through that and things get a whole lot better after a while. For all you know, two years down the road, you may get back in contact with her and realize you still mean something to her. You wouldn’t know, anything is possible! So don’t be sad, SMILE! Cause you’ll never know, there are other people who love you, including me


<3 K.

p.s. I wrote this letter in Marine Terrace, HAHA.